I am a human being. Which means I can be vulnerable. I have emotions, and make mistakes. Perhaps you may become interested in my stories. Perhaps you may relate to me. Perhaps you can point out what I do not see or cannot hear. Perhaps you can share your wisdom with me. I hope that through this blog, together, we can contribute to the change of this world for a better place...starting with the girl in my mirror. Thank you.
Duong: i never had this around kieu. i never truly liked her or was falling in love with her. i felt like i was just playing around and made it like a friend with benefit kind of relationship. usually i trully have sincere feelings for the person i am dating or like haha
Me: so you like this high school girl?
Duong: nah. i dont have the feelings or butterfly
she liked me last year and i turn her down cuz i didnt want the gap
but she just broke up with her bf so i agree to the just seeing each other
but i set the rules that i might not act like a bf or do everything a bf would do. that imight not ever feel the same to her as she does to me. that if she finds someone that it is ok to cut ties and go back to friends
Me: O_o
Duong: pretty much. i am the person who will comfort her and webcam talk etc like a bf would do. but i wont drop stuff, ill be lazy to do stuff and everything else like how i am usually. the only time i will drop everything to talk webcam go somewhere etc is usually only for you diane and a girl i am extremely interest in
ther than that. i get really lazy and everythin lol
Me: why thank you dear :D
Duong: lol i know i say ily to joe hung etc. but only you and one day a special girl will it mean how it suppose to mean. i love most of my friends but just to for you to know i will always love you, treat you, be there for you, listen to anything, comfort you, lend you money, sign stuff for you, and anything else you need as long as i live. no matter the distance, the social status i am in, or anything. i will love you beyond alll my friends. <3 :D.
WHAT?????????? What am I suppose to do now that school is out???? I’m done with my Marketing Proposal…just have to wait to turn it in next week…. SIghhh…so boreddddddddddd Someone take me away from this stuffed up hot room of mine :’(
But tonight I know for sure…after all, first loves are said to be unforgettable. I guess I’ll just wait for him to be asleep and pack up and leave. I give up, I should give up, I should no longer try or waste my time…even though it may hurt having to leave…
He takes me to this whole other level of happiness <3
It was not a great Tuesday. Yet, knowing he’s a text away, I’m very happy. Not to mention, we’ve been on Skype for about three hours now. It’s almost 3am. I’m very happy :D
I strongly despise you two. I’d have been better off never knowing either of you. I’d be better off growing up without you in my life. You’ve only taught me hatred and how to be fake. You think you’re of guidance and help to me, but honestly you two have always been a drag in my life. You two have always been obstacles I need to someday find a way to escape from and abandon without harming the people I love.
"Sometimes the past is something you just can’t let go of. And sometimes the past is something we’ll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.”
-Meredith Grey"
— I do not understand why mother called me twice just to leave voice mails asking me how much did I pay for the tires on my old car, and that she would reimburse me for it. After one whole month of not seeing each other whatsoever and not speaking a single word, why is it that she calls me last night while I was at my second job?